It's amazing how fast a week can fly by when your mind is preoccupied with other things. When each day is filled with an endless to-do list. When a big weekend is coming up and there's packing, laundry and lists to be made. One day seemingly fades into the next, and all of a sudden you've forgotten even what day it is.
I've had a lot on my mind this week. Some good, some bad, some confusing and some excited and happy.
I'm a thinker. Almost to a fault, I over analyze, over think and worry myself to death at times. I love to much and to hard sometimes.
I expect to much, and don't know how to not expect anything from anyone. I'm way to hard on myself, and at times have cared way to much.
The older I get the more I realize how less is more. I can live on less, have less things and be perfectly happy.
The last few years of our lives have been very hard, and in between those hard years we got a blessing, her name is Ava.
Her and Orion keep me going. I've realized so much about myself in such a short time of being a Mommy.
I know what is important and what matters most more than any other time in my life than right now.
I've got a lot on my mind.
My heart is heavy & full.
I miss my family terribly. I miss my friendships.
I miss routine, and my husband having normal working hours.
But, I know that God is still in control. He is faithful and He still has a plan for us.
These pictures represent all that is peaceful in my life. All that is good. All that I need.
Thank you for letting me mind dump on you this Thursday.
pictures by Meliessa Kegler
